"AAH!" The bed shook furiously. I screamed in pain as I clenched the sheets tightly in my hands. Even though I knew that it was useless, my stupid reflexes made me grab the bed and never want to let go.
"QUICKLY! She's in here!" I tried to listen through my screaming and the ringing in my ears. I could hardly hear them and most of the words were scrambled and confused. Using my brain I managed to fill in the missing words, but it never made sense to me. My body was in so much pain that I couldn't concentrate on anything right.
"What's wrong ~ her?"
"Something is..."
Finally I couldn't take it anymore. I continued to scream in pain. It didn't lessen anything,but screaming just seemed to help me get through this. I couldn't take this anymore. My body... it won't work right.... why?
"Calm down!" Someone was in the room now and was trying to get through to me but if they really knew how stubburn I was then they would know that it was worthless.
"CALM DOWN? HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO CALM DOWN WHEN I'M IN SEARING PAIN?!" I yelled back as loud as I could. Deciding that I wanted to see who was I tried to open my eyes. They were shut all this time since this happened while I was trying to sleep. Sitting up with difficulty I managed to face the direction of where the voice was.
My first attempts failed miserably but finally I managed to open my eyes wide and I saw a tall dark figure. It was spiky at the top and it looked like it was in uniform. Just then the lights were turned on and I squinted to try to slow down the light from entering my vision too soon.
Something had pricked me in the arm and the pain slowly went away. I pupils dilated as I fell back into the bed. Someone must have slipped something into me but none of that mattered. For now I was just relieved that I could actually relax without having to tense my muscles. I could feel my mind drifting away from reality as I fell asleep.

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"Hiku?"
I heard a faint voice in my head. Was... someone calling my name? Or is this all in a dream?
"Hiku... are you awake?"
"I am now...." I replied as I groaned. I was NOT a morning person... almost everyone I knew had alwayslet me sleep in. Well apparently not this guy. "What do you want?" I grumbled as I pulled the now crumpled sheets over my head, trying to pretend that it was all just a weird dream and hope that it would go away.
"Well I guess your feeling better now. That was some act you pulled last night." He explained as I heard him flipping pages in a book.
"Kakashi?" After realising who it was I sat up and got the sheets off of my head. I could tell that my already messy hair had just gotten even more messy. I was a bit of a bed head every morning so it always took me awhile to get myself adjusted to everything whenever I woke up. I turned my head slightly to my left and there I saw him sitting on the edge of the bed reading his book as usual. Didn't he ever do anything else except read? Must be a good book if he's got his head in it all the time. I shook my head after I remember what he all said. Act? What act? Did it look like I was faking it?
Then as if reading my mind he placed the back part of his hand on my forehead. It felt cold yet dry. Well he was a ninja after all.... probably from all the weapons he throws. "I'm fine." Ifinally saidas hestill held it there.
"Sure you are." He looked into my eyes as if trying to see if something was missing or if anything was weird. Immediately I closedthem because I hated whenever someone tried to meet my gaze. "Now how can I examine you if you won't let me?" Asking as he pulled back one of my eyelids. I still tried to close it but I failed. He was still too strong for me to match. After a short while I gave up and let him check me over.
Having no choice I had to look him back in the eye. He only had one eye, Not because he lost the other one but for some weird reason he just hid it. Not to mention that he also hid half of his face under a mask. I always wondered why he did that but I also didn't want to offend him in any way. I decided to try to study his face and see if I could read him like he could always do with me. But then again I was an open book while Kakashi on the other hand was really complicated. I saw his plain black eye. It shone a little in the light but the way he showed it he always seemed tired or just bored. I tried to remember how my eyes looked like. They were a deep blood red that shone very brightly in the sun. But whenever I was tired or if I was in pain they would revert back to their originaldim black. I sighed annoyingly after I realized that because most of his face was covered that it would be nearly impossible to try to read him.
"What's wrong? Having trouble?" He gave a small laugh as he finally let go of my eyelid. It dropped down and everything went dark for a bit. Damn... how does he know me so well? "Don't worry about it, To tell you the truth you're pretty complicated yourself."
How the hell did he do that? I was even more confused then ever. It wasn't that long ago when we first met but I really didn't feel like trying to remember all of what happened. "If that's so then how come you can predict all of my moves?"
He sighed as he put away his book. "Did you already forget? Well anyway it's easy to predict normal reactions like reflexes but as for emotions? They're the hardest of them all." Kakashi explained as he played with my messy yet spiky white hair. What was with everyone trying to play with my hair? I found it annoying and yet I could tell that he was enjoying this behind his mask. I pouted a little bit as he continued to have 'fun'. "Sorry." He could tell right away that I was getting more then annoyed. so he stopped and fiddled with his fingers.
"Were you having fun?" I repliedafter I laughed a little at his reaction. He always had a way of making me smile no matter what. Even when he doesn't mean to. "So what's the diagnosis, doctor?" I teased as Icrossed my arms and was in awaiting position.
He gave me a puzzled look but then he right away remembered what he was going to say. "Well your injuries are healing up nice and other then last night you seem to be getting better. Unfortunately none of the doctors here know what happened with you. Everything was fine until you started screaming in pain so loud that everyone in Konoha could hear."
I blushed in embarrassment as I heard his explaining. He didn't have to be so mean... but then again that's what made him Kakashi after all. "Yeah sorry about that..." I scratched my head like I usually do whenever someone was getting after me, even when they didn't mean to. "Anything else?"
"Nope. Anyway, I just came to deliver the good news. I figure it would've been better to hear it from someone you know then just some random stranger." He got up and placed his hands in his pockets like normal.
"Thanks." I replied as I lay back in bed. He gave me a small nod as he left the room. Part of me was glad that I could get back to sleep again but another part of me didn't want him to leave just yet. I was even thinking about getting up from bed and tug on his shirt... anything to keep him here... even for just a minute.... he just intrigued me so much.... mysterious, dark... everything that I both loved and yet hated at the same time. Everything was so confusing but when Kakashi closed the door behind him my thoughts seemed to clear again.
I placed my arms behind my head and I looked out the window. I saw the sun high in the sky. I guessed that it was about lunch time and that someone would come to bring me some food. Probably just more wiggly stuff or a strangely colored drink. Though I loved being able to get a lot of rest here I hated being stuck in one place. This is what happens when you're a 14 year old teen who looks and acts like a child.

Looking around some more I saw a mirror placed on a small table next to me. I grabbed it and looked at myself. There I could see everything. My albino white hair with a tinge of red in it, my pale skin, the dark circles around my now black eyes. Sometimes I even freaked myself out because I sometimes look like a ghost. This usually happened whenever I really needed to get some sleep. It's not that I wasn't lazy, it's just that I tend to use a lot of my energy either fighting or playing. After a while of looking at the reflection, I got sick of seeing the same disgusting thing again and again so I threw it away. Ithit the wall and it broke. "oops.... what is that.... 7 years of bad luck?" I snickered as I pulled the sheets over my head again. I wasn't the type to believe in really stupid things like luck. The only reason why I hid myself under the sheets was because that if they saw what happened then they might make me clean it up or something else.
While hiding in the dark there was one thing that I kept repeating to myself over and over again. "Love is weird and unexpected." The only reason why I said that was because I was trying to reassure myself that it was normal for everyone and not just me. I mean for all I know the one I have a crush on might already be dating someone else... besides.... if I told him how I really felt then he might freak out on me. We might not be friends anymore... and that was the last thing that I wanted... It was the worst thing to ever happen.... no...I shouldn't risk it.... I should leave it be. besides.... I'll find love again... right?
I ended up freaking myself out because I had a bad habit of thinking of the worst possible thing ever. It was something that was almost impossible to break out of. Yep... there were times where I really hated myself and my corrupt mind. I was really hoping that it would've fixed itself after a few years or so but I guess not. Damn it.... why must I be a teenager in love?